If 1 hour time difference can be called time difference and cause any disturbance to any daily activity. I can only say she is showing off that she goes to Japan. Especially it's so called after a few weeks/months the 1 hour time difference still cause jet lag. Ask anyone who travels, It's too funny to actually make me laugh.
If 17RMB for some random English exam can truelly be called expensive. If a price rise from 15 to 17 is worth any notice. I don't know if talking with these people would truely worth my time. Certificate doesn't matter, the level 4 level 6 means nothing, there are people take them as treasure, others see it just as a piece of random paper with printed letters. How much does one value something shows the value of that person.
If the understanding of these people towards muslem is only from TV and news. (Yes media has great power) I don't think I will even care to tell these people how wrong they are. Mocking seems a very fun common activity here, but how much do these people know?! I didn't say I know everything, but these people know even less than I do and they are mocking?!!!!!! In this case I don't think I care to have friends like these.
Acwind is somehow disappointing. I know Coco will come here and read this entry so I will not use too much harsh words. It's no more the sweet place I knew deep in memory. Coming back this time somehow confirms that I should truely move on in my life. I did not say I will leave all my friends here forever, neither did I say I will not come back. It's just that this place isn't fun anymore. It's either I have changed or this place has changed or both of us has changed. We are in a diverging direction. I am glad I had fun here, especially back in 2002. Same place, different feeling. I don't think it will ever be the same again. The value I have is now different from that of my past friends. I don't think poking fun with different races and occupations is interesting. I now have a more developed view of the world around me and the world beyond my reach. There are things that these people (I am not saying all of them) will never have the chance to understand. Even though there are some people in acwind also live elsewheres other than China. But their world vision has formed and almost consolidated when they are back in china. Given the age and background as I am. I have a more wholeistic view.
yes
I am lucky
very lucky indeed.
Though I still have much more to learn and I still need to be more openminded. (I still wish I had come out even earlier) but that's ok I am making the most of what I have.
There is no point explaining too much for virtually no one will understand/ or maybe no one cares to understand.
All I am saying is. I have a wonderful memory about Acwind. I don't think it will ever be the same again. Rejoining may bring fun, but the friends made (well at least as what it seems) will only be superficial. Let not the unpleasant experience ruin my sweet memory.
All in all, I am disappointed however it's so predictable.
Thank you very much Coco. For the fact that at least my sweet nice memory here will retain/exist. You probably have done your best, I don't blame you for my disappointment. I still thank you for you setting up this site for my memory in 2002 to be possible.
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